Is this nightmare over yet.

2006 has been one of the worst years of my life.  I can say that with all honesty.  Death has now become just a part of my life.  Since March I have lost 5 people. 

This weekend my best friend Heathers mom committed suicide.  I just don't understand it.  Suicide is the most selfish thing a person can do.  The worst thing about the whole situation is that Heathers father committed suicide 6 years ago.  He shot himself.  Her mother decided to meet her fate by a rope in the garage.  Heather and I just had lunch with her on Thursday, she seemed fine.  I guess she wasn't.  So I won't be around this week, I have to help Heather get some things together for the funeral and wake. 

As xzx said in her blog October is a bad month for many people now it just got worse for one more.  To all of those who have lost, you are in my thoughts.