Exhausted!
It's Tuesday and my plans for this week are going to consist of work, bed, work, bed, and yeah some more bed. If anyone needs me I will be in bed. In a super pimp bed because I went out yesterday and bought all new bedding, I went to Bed Bath & Beyond and got a new duvet cover and featherbed and feather comforter. It is like being on a cloud. So fluffy and nice.
I am emotionally and physically exhausted. I cannot take anything more, I feel like I am going to just break down at any moment and start crying and not stop for 3 days. Which for anyone who knows me is very unlike me. I am the strong one, I don't take any shit. At this point everything is too much to handle.
I talked to my mom last night, she wants me to go to counseling, sorry I don't do counseling I told her. She thinks I have some underlying issues in my life that need to be resolved. I don't get this way very often so when I do she goes all mom crazy. I am the crutch for everyone I know. Dammit I need a crutch.
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Take the weekend off....avoid everyone you know...take poochie for a walk...relax...avoid the alcohol and the Cheech & Chong. I find that this is the best remedy when I'm in the same funk. I particularly like the water at those times...devote a whole day and say "fuck off world, I'm not moving off this rock until I feel like it." |
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My Natanis. I want to cry for you. But I won't because I'm pretty sure you will tell me to "pull up your skirt Sally" and then stab me with a pencil. Either way, you got my number, you can always call and dish. Or stab me, I don't care. |
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Joe just gave you some excellent advice. You need a break, woman! Do whatever you want, for the rest of the week and weekend, without feeling guilty. Guilt is overrated. |
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Thanks guys!! Langerado is this weekend. So relaxing will be this week, perhaps the rest of the month. It's been a whirlwind for the last few weeks and maybe sitting in a green field sleeping under the stars with some excellent music will be good "therapy".
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There will be dancing and singing and I don't think I need any more loving for the time being. I am all set with boys, who needs em! |
